OOPS! Well it is my dad’s birthday and since my dad has always been my hero in my life, I think it’s ok to share this with you and maybe you can send a little positive wish to the universe, for him to have a beautiful year ahead….after all, he is an amazing man who has engrained in me positivity, kindness, and hard working values that have made me the woman that I am! (Hard to say woman sometimes, since I still feel like a kid)! Funny how you can feel and act like a kid and look like a woman (or man in your case!!!)

Just a short diary this time around!!! I’m in Phoenix and had a grand day! Met such lovely guys here and was told that I had the strongest scissors ever from one guy who I had a session with! YEEEHAW! I am a Scissor Specialist! I have fine tuned my scissor holds using different muscles in my thighs and glutes: flexing, rotating, stretching, pulsing, and pumping the different muscles in my thighs, in order to close in around my opponent’s neck and find the tightest position possible and then apply ultimate pressure when I’m ready to move it for the submission. It’s like a little game and it’s fun for me! So today was fun!

I was in San Francisco last week! It is always awesome! I go there a lot and have my “regulars” there. Rarely do I meet someone new, there. In fact, soon, I think I’m going to session only with people I know. Most people have had plenty of opportunity to have met me (unless I haven’t yet traveled to their city), so I wont’ shut the door on newbies yet, but probably the end of 2010, I’ll only be seeing the guys who I have already met and know that I enjoy sessioning with so much!!! We’ll see. I don’t want to get too much into this just now….

Anyway, I went to a Yoga Conference in San Francisco from Friday – Sunday and studied with 5 different, world famous yoga instructors. It was a very enlightening, as well as, physically and mentally challenging weekend. I left to go back home on Monday and felt mildly depressed, confused and exhausted. I felt like I have been missing something in my life, all of these years. (NO!!! Not a man!!!) Something on a more spiritual level. I found these instructors so full of compassion and empathy for animals and people…life in general, that it really struck a chord with me. I felt (for a brief moment) that I had missed the boat. What have I done with my life that will make a difference? And I pondered that question for an exhausting 2 or 3 days…but I came to the realization, that every time you touch just one person, help one animal, make someone smile, send a small donation to a cause such as the Haiti victims or give to the homeless, or adopt a rescue animal, you are making a difference in someone’s life. And if everyday, we all made a little difference, then that would add up to a big difference! So I’ve decided that everyday, I AM going to make a difference…in as many ways as possible. I actually went away with a lot more than sore muscles from that yoga conference. Yoga is such a powerful workout, mentally and physically. I think all people from competitive athletes to couch potatoes can benefit mentally and physically from some type of yoga…I am excited to continue studying with the best!

Back to LA, I found a leak in my kitchen from our torrential rains…my yard was a mud puddle and every time the doggies go out to do their “duties”, I have to wipe their muddy paws when they come back inside. What a mess….Now I’m away again…more rain in the forecast and more mud and muddy paws and I’m not their to wipe those paws…My current room mate is not the cleanest person on the planet, but he’s trustworthy with the doggies and my house…oh just breathe and be ready to do a lot of cleaning when I return home on Sunday evening!!!

I’m rambling a bit here….but here’s something that might interest you!!!

Sponsorship??? Sybil Star is coming to Hollywood and I’m planning some competitive fights…3 women (maybe 4 women) Fight 3 Ways! Sybil, Ariel and Me (and possibly a 4th if I can get enough funds to add another opponent into the mix). 15 minutes of comp submission grappling, 15 minutes of comp catfighting and 15 mintues of competitive boxing (to the body…mostly)! What do you think? Contact me if you are interested in sponsoring!!!!

Or if you want a Custom Video with Sybil while she’s in town…let me know! I love making your fantasies a reality!!

I’ll be in London on the 22nd and 23rd of Feb and Paris the 24 – March 4. Back to London on the 5th….Just in case you want a custom video or have the crazy notion that you’d like to be scissored!!!!

I’m off to bed now. I have an early flight in the morning!! I have a big smile on my face as I think about seeing my mom and dad tomorrow. Lucky Lucky Lucky me to have them.

Thank you again for coming to my site! I hope you are enjoying the changes we are making. If you are a member, you’ve got the VIP Lounge now and I hope you love it! You’ll get a new video every month and other surprises… The next diary will be for Members Only…but this one is for everyone…so Enjoy!

I love you all so much…..

Peace and Love,

Robin xxxxx