Yes, I’m wishing you some happiness in this crazy world!!! Wow! How I wish I was a child again! I just hate being a grown up! Too many worries…too much stress…I need to stop and smell the roses!!!!

I was buried under tax receipts, after arriving back from Europe…I need to be better organized. I seem to need a few “Robins” around to help me keep up with everything I need and want to do…I am now in San Francisco…It’s beautiful here. The sun is shining and I’m going to go walk up and down the hills and BREATH in and out and try to organize my thoughts and relieve some stress…

Life shouldn’t be such a struggle, should it? I need to have some quiet time, I think…I feel like I’m being buried under an avalanche of “things to do”!!! And pressure to get things done…The list just gets longer and longer…Does anyone else ever feel like this? Like they are drowning under the pressures of life?

OK, I have a little gripe that I need to get off my chest….As most of you, who read my diary on a regular basis, know, I had a very competitive match against Russian Beauty, Xana…who is an amazing athlete. I wrestled her in Paris 3 weeks ago, tomorrow, and we had an incredible fight. I felt I really rose to the occasion and fought a very, VERY EXCITING match. And I was proud of my efforts and of the video tape that I have to sell….This fight was made possible with the help of some sponsors, who paid in advance for the video. And everyone of them loved the fight! Thank you, guys!!!

Anyway, since then, I have been bashed by a couple of guys, who said Xana would demolish me in a real fight and that this was obviously staged! But these guys didn’t even see the video!!! And they refuse to see the video. One’s argument is that I had the opportunity to wrestle at Monica’s event in front of a group of spectators…and since I hadn’t done that, I, obviously, could no longer wrestle competitively and therefore, I set this up, as my own production, so I could stage the match….I’m sorry, but his accusations really pissed me off!!!! Excuse my anger…But that is a bunch of BS!

I travel frequently to Europe…Yes! And I have been invited to wrestle at Monica’s events on a couple of occasions, but I already had my plans made and my work booked. And I am very busy when I go there…and to change already made travel plans costs money. I am not a wealthy person. I struggle. I don’t have a partner to share my expenses with. I run my business on my own and time is limited. I have bills to pay when I get home and I need product for my own company…So if I have upset anyone by making the choice to find sponsors and have a match against a woman, for whom I have tremendous admiration, and sell that match for my company, well then those upset people need to “get a life”. (I’m actually thinking swearwords here!!!)…

Don’t get me wrong, I would love to wrestle at one of Monica’s events. I have a lot of admiration for her and her business partner…but I own my own company and this is a competitive business…very competitive and I have to bring home the bacon…

Hey, this guy is right about 1 thing…I’m not getting any younger and I’m not going to be able to do this forever…But, for now, let me tell everyone…I’m more skilled and a better athlete than I’ve ever been…I take the time to train everyday and it is tough to find the time, but it is a part of my job. If this guy won’t even see the match, he has no right to put me down. If he doesn’t live my life, he has no idea how hard I struggle….AS I SAID BEFORE, this business, like everything else, is extremely competitive. I continually work to make my website and my products the VERY BEST out there…WHY? Because I was the first woman to do this myself! And as far as I know, I am still the only woman who runs a wrestling company on her own! And I am very proud of myself and my achievements. And nobody can take that away from me…

OK, I’ve got it off my chest…I’m going for a walk and give thanks to the universe for my little life and the positive and beautiful people in it.

Have a wonderful weekend.

Peace and Love,

Robin xxx